Depressed and Alone: Zamasu X Male!Human!Reader

You found the right spot for your resting place, a place where the roses grew. You looked left and right just to be sure that Black or Zamasu wasn't there. You sighed in relief once you saw that no one wasn't there. You went on your knees and pulled out your knife ready for your death.

"Oh god who aren't thou in heaven, I present to you my end in life. I always knewed that judgement day would shroud upon us and it have. The remaining humans have already passed away to go to the afterlife but I don't deserve to go to such a place. I deserve to be sent to a purgatory to repent all of the sins humanity has done over the years. I will not go to heaven nor will I be in hell but somewhere in the middle. Somewhere where I can be alone. With this hand I weld the weapon to end life..." 

You place the knife close to your neck unaware that Zamasu was behind you listening to your statement.

"....With this weapon, I shall slice thy throat open to let the blood spill from thy veins so that the roses can grow over thy corpse!"

But just before you was about to commit suicide, the knife you was holding disappeared from your grip. You panicked as you searched for the missing weapon until a voice behind you said;

"Looking for this human?"

You turned around and saw the immortal Zamasu holding your knife. You was going to claim it back when Zamasu blasted it to ashes leaving you without a weapon to off yourself.

"I am curious about you human, you seek to kill yourself while others would want to fight. Of course your now the last human on this beautiful...."

"Kill me..." You said to Zamasu cutting off his sentence. This left Zamasu confused.

"Excuse me?"

"Kill me.... End me.... I have no place on this world anymore...."

"A human begging to be killed by a god.... Such a weird notion.... Is this what you humans call depression isn't?"

"Yes, so hurry up a kill me...."

Zamasu only smiled. You was way to interesting to be killed just like that. Zamasu lifts you head up so your eyes can meet with his sinister grey eyes. He saw that you (Eye colour) were a dulled version of what they use to be.

"Your way too interesting to be killed. I know that Black would kill you in a heartbeat but I won't...."

Your eyes widen, fate has mocked you once again, you was going to off yourself so you can be in purgatory but now that opportunity was denied.... Denied.... By a god....

"....Your coming with me human.." Whispered Zamasu as he picked you up bridal and teleported back to the Kai realm. You didn't even put up a fight, you didn't even resist.
You just surrendered. Just. Like. That....